Slowly and surely I’m just getting ready and completely say goodbye as hard as I try and honestly I’m not one to say or throw anything in anyone’s face I’ve sacrificed a lot that many don’t know. Days like today make me see what everyone else sees. I honestly don’t know what to do anymore I want to say goodbye yet for some reason I can’t. I believe that reason is hope. Some situations are just simply hopeless….

Twice today I have been told I will marry this chick by two of my best friends. They tell me you will have babies and a wonderful family. I said something and all am nigga said was we sound like his parents. He didn’t think I liked her that much but when it comes to it I love her to death. She is one of a kind. Even though everything we’ve been through with each other at the end of the day we can’t live without each other. I sometimes wish I could speak this clearly when talking to her but when I try my words come out wrong and most of the time confusing. I wish she could see what I post on tumblr, but I know deep down I post it here because it’s a blog a way to get things out and I know she’s not going to see it. I honestly at times hope and think she feels the same way I do. And if Ayde sees this somehow show this to her. This is from my heart somewhere where you will always belong and live in….. Goodnight.. Let’s see what the future holds in store for every single one of us. Peace and be safe.

comotegustaguey:

Think the fact that I went out when I wasn’t really hungry and had shit to do. Proves how much I am starting to like this boy. No me gusta para nada. But idk maybe its a good thing? I really hope I don’t get tied down. And knowing me I prolly won’t. ahaha

Anyways was fun seeing all my old boys again. I’ve missed those jank bitches.

And I am still completely jealous of Edgar and his new car. That whore bag. aha

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